if i could just begin the day again i would. i'd do it all a different way, i would. just to satisfy i'd fight to change. slowly it becomes no option now for me. i'll listen to my heart before it's too late to rest. in my eyes. the sparks to start the fire fly and burn me. these scars appear. to heal, i try but i'm failing. back and forth these roads i've walked. i turn away. in my eyes.